ok, so here's the deal
behind what I'm thinking
AND
behind two posts within an hour
and three in a day

i was content being the person
who was NOT the truth teller
not that i reveled in lies
but that other people could be
the one's who "told it like it is"
but what is it
about my life right now
that is driving me around these corners
that require ME to be the grown up?
it is my being annoyed
with myself, and others
who have let things slide
until they have slid into the
pit of my stomach

damn this feeling
damn this responsibility