Last night was a rough night for me, as you could probably tell from my previous post. Being a morning person, I typically wake up from nights like that feeling much better, but this morning that doesn't seem to be the case.
After I blogged last night I sat down and watched Garden State. There's a line in the last song of the movie that says "There's beauty in the breakdown." If that's true then there must be some major beauty going on in me right now.
This morning we will return to the church building and I don't really know what to expect. It may help me and it may hurt me. Probably both at the same time which I've come to experience over the past 8 1/2 months as a common but strange experience.